What Is Self-Loathing?

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Self-loathing, or self-hatred, is extreme criticism of oneself. It may feel that nothing you do is good enough or that you are unworthy or undeserving of good things in life. Self-hate can feel like having someone following you around at all times, criticizing you and pointing out every flaw or shaming you for every mistake.

Typical self-hatred thoughts may include:

This article takes a closer look at the factors that contribute to self-loathing and what you can do to overcome this type of negative thinking.

What Causes Self-Loathing?

Trauma

Many people with extreme self-loathing have been through traumatic and emotionally challenging experiences in their past. These experiences often include sexual, physical, oremotional abuse and neglect.

When children experience trauma, they begin to view the world as unsafe and the people around them as dangerous. In an effort to make sense of their world, they may develop a narrative that makes them feel as if they are not worth loving and have no value.

Getting HelpIf trauma is behind your self-loathing, consider seeking professional help. Whether a therapist, minister, or spiritual counselor, professional support can enable you to understand the root of your self-loathing and take steps toward self-compassion.

Getting Help

If trauma is behind your self-loathing, consider seeking professional help. Whether a therapist, minister, or spiritual counselor, professional support can enable you to understand the root of your self-loathing and take steps toward self-compassion.

How to Heal From Trauma

False Expectations

In these moments, our inner critic shows up to shame us and remind us how disappointing we have been. Even if our rational side recognizes that the expectations are unreasonable, our inner critic continues to drive home statements of self-hate.

Attempts to Please Others

To be connected to others, we may have learned over time that meeting the expectations of others works well. We might learn through social experiences that when other people are happy with us, we can feel happy with ourselves.

This unhealthy way of thinking about relationships may lead to significant patterns of dependent orpeople-pleasing behavior.

Perfectionism

Aperfectionistis often viewed as someone who allows themselves no margin of error, no wiggle room for human mistakes or limitations. They expect perfection of themselves (and possibly others) at all times and in all situations.

It is important to note that we often develop a perfectionist mindset in an effort to protect ourselves from pain and feelings of disconnection.The belief is that when you perform perfectly, you are somehow preventing yourself from feeling pain. This pain may include feelings of shame, embarrassment, loneliness, abandonment, ridicule, judgment, and more.

Social Comparison

While it is normal to look around and notice what others are doing, it can become painful when you place value on that observation and find yourself lacking.

“Oftentimes, when comparing ourselves to others, we are putting ourselves down in the process. Whether that regards appearance, professionality, wealth, etc., we tend to see more positive attributes about someone else’s life than our own,” saysAllie Soss, a licensed mental health counselor at New York City Psychotherapy Collective.

If you experience self-hatred, it is common to have what is referred to asupward comparison. This simply means having a tendency only to notice and give value to people performing “better” and, in turn, devaluing yourself with statements of self-hatred.

The Stress of Social Comparison and How to Limit Comparing Yourself to Others

The Tolls of Self-Hatred

Self-hatred affects and influences many aspects of daily living. Self-hatred can prevent you from making important decisions, taking risks, connecting with others, and achieving goals.

Soss explains that how you view yourself can have a direct impact on your relationships, because your core beliefs determine how you view the world, how you interpret your experiences, and how you think that others feel view you.

If you have a negative core belief about yourself, you will not be able to understand other people’s motives. This can directly affect an interpersonal relationship and how you view yourself within the dynamic.—ALLIE SOSS, LMHC, NEW YORK CITY PSYCHOTHERAPY COLLECTIVE

If you have a negative core belief about yourself, you will not be able to understand other people’s motives. This can directly affect an interpersonal relationship and how you view yourself within the dynamic.

—ALLIE SOSS, LMHC, NEW YORK CITY PSYCHOTHERAPY COLLECTIVE

If you struggle with self-hatred, you may experience its consequences in many areas and ways.

Relationship With Self

Not surprisingly, self-loathing as a negative impact on self-concept (the image you have of yourself) as well asself-esteem(how you feel about yourself). When your inner critic is constantly putting yourself down, it’s nearly impossible to view yourself in a positive light.

What Is Self-Concept?

The Workplace

Since work is often performance-based (behaving a certain way, meeting job expectations, interacting with others), it is not surprising that self-loathing can impact your work life. When you feel worthless or incapable, you may be less likely to take on projects or find it difficult to work collaboratively with others. You may feel resentment toward coworkers or put yourself down for lack of performance.

Social Situations

It can be extremely difficult to make and maintain friendships when you are burdened with constant and relentlessnegative self-talkand self-loathing. To avoid the pain of criticism, judgment, or abandonment, you may even resist meeting new people. Or you may come off as cold or uncaring, which can prevent you from getting close to others.

Family Relationships

Since a significant influence on self-hatred comes from past social experiences like abuse and trauma, family dynamics can feel very complicated for someone struggling with self-loathing. You may be in a situation that requires you to be in contact with someone from your painful past, causing distress and a tendency to withdraw to avoid experiencing painful memories and emotions.

Even if you are not dealing with a traumatic family history, your perfectionist mindset and unrealistic expectations of self can get in the way of being able to enjoy family interactions.

Thepressureto “perform perfectly” in those settings can become too much and prevent you from forming and enjoying family connections.

Romantic Relationships

Romantic relationships can feel complicated and confusing for someone who experiences self-loathing. You may fight the idea of closeness and intimacy.

Even if you long to feel close, the fear of someone seeing your perceived imperfections, limitations, or lack of value can be overwhelming and stand in the way of a meaningful relationship.The inner critic is painful enough, but the thought of someone close to you seeing or thinking those things about you can feel devastating.

Goal-Setting

Self-hatred tells us that we are not capable and will likely fail or fall short—and this type of thinking can make goals, desires, and dreams feel distant and impossible. You may look at others and think they are getting it right, while you suffer from constant self-critical statements. Living this way is emotionally exhausting and can result in a lack of desire to set goals at all.

How to Achieve Goals

Decision-Making

Negative self-talk and self-loathing can hijack orparalyze decision-makingabilities. When you see yourself in such a negative way, you may feel less willing to take risks that will help you grow. You may pull away from opportunities to connect with others and find yourself stuck in a pattern of self-doubt.

How to Stop the Cycle of Self-Loathing

Living with self-hatred is overwhelming, exhausting, and isolating. Luckily, there are steps we can take to quiet that inner critic, calm the negative storm, and move forward in positive ways.

Give Yourself TimeSoss says that it is important to remember that changing how you view yourself is not something that will happen overnight.  “Allowing yourself the time and space to identify specific areas you are struggling with or to bring into your awareness how your self-view influences your relationships with yourself and others is the first step,” she says.

Give Yourself Time

Soss says that it is important to remember that changing how you view yourself is not something that will happen overnight.  “Allowing yourself the time and space to identify specific areas you are struggling with or to bring into your awareness how your self-view influences your relationships with yourself and others is the first step,” she says.

Tame Your Inner Critic

If you struggle with self-loathing, your inner critic might feel relentless and you may begin believing your inner dialogue’s hateful narrative. When this happens, it is helpful to try to slow yourself down and distinguish feelings from fact.

Inventory Your Strengths

Identifying your strengths can help quiet self-hatred. If you find it difficult to come up with some on your own, consider asking others for help. It is almost always easier to recognize someone else’s strengths rather than our own.

“Allowing yourself to identify specific positive attributes to your life is a great way to focus on something positive about yourself at least one time per day.  Once you are able to get into the habit of noticing at least one positive attribute about yourself can start the process of finding more positive aspects more often,” Soss explains.

Challenge Negative Thoughts

In addition to identifying your strengths, Soss also recommends reframing as a way to combat negative thoughts. When you find yourself thinking something negative about yourself, consciously challenge it and replace it with something more realistic or neutral.

For example, instead of thinking, “I’m the worst at this!,” you might replace it with something like, “I’m trying my best, and I’m developing my skills the more I practice.”

Start small, and remember, you are not looking for perfection; you are looking for consistency.—ALLIE SOSS, LMHC, NEW YORK CITY PSYCHOTHERAPY COLLECTIVE

Start small, and remember, you are not looking for perfection; you are looking for consistency.

While this process takes time, continual efforts will lead to gradual progress. “You will have negative thoughts come back up, but identifying them and replacing them can be a great way to remind yourself that it is okay to not be perfect, and this takes time as you are unlearning a negative behavior that has served you in some way in the past,” Soss says.

Learn to Accept Compliments

If you view yourself in a hateful way, it’s hard to take a compliment. It may even feel foreign and uncomfortable and so you’ll dismiss it or minimize to avoid feeling vulnerable.

Learning how to accept a compliment will take practice, but it is possible. The next time someone compliments you, try saying “thank you”—and stop there. Resist the urge to follow it up with a self-critical or dismissive response.

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Develop Self-Compassion

People who struggle with self-hatred often have little or no compassion toward themselves. In fact, the idea of havingself-compassioncan feel impossible or confusing. A great way to think of self-compassion is to think about how you would treat a friend or loved one. Would you beat them up for making a mistake or remind them that no one is perfect?

Treat yourself with the same kindness and compassion you would extend to a good friend.

Practice Forgiveness

Self-loathing is often focused on the past—a painful moment or emotion likeshame or guilt,anger or embarrassment, or a sense of powerlessness. In that space, there is no room to forgive ourselves or embrace who we are.

Do your best to stay in the present and focus on how far you have come. This may feel uncomfortable or different, but over time, it will help you to decrease self-loathing and gain self-compassion.

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Verywell Mind uses only high-quality sources, including peer-reviewed studies, to support the facts within our articles. Read oureditorial processto learn more about how we fact-check and keep our content accurate, reliable, and trustworthy.Lewis SJ, Arseneault L, Caspi A, et al.The epidemiology of trauma and post-traumatic stress disorder in a representative cohort of young people in England and Wales.Lancet Psychiatry. 2019;6(3):247-256. doi:10.1016/S2215-0366(19)30031-8Ramsay G, Jolayemi A.Personality disorders revisited: A newly proposed mental illness.Cureus. 2020;12(8):e9634. doi:10.7759/cureus.9634American Academy of Pediatrics.What creates perfectionism?Brown University Counseling and Psychological Services.Perfectionism.Additional ReadingNeff KD, Knox M.Self-compassion. In: Ziegler-Hill V, Shackelford TK, eds.Encyclopedia of Personality and Individual Differences. Springer, Cham, 2017. doi:10.1007/978-3-319-28099-8_1159-1

Verywell Mind uses only high-quality sources, including peer-reviewed studies, to support the facts within our articles. Read oureditorial processto learn more about how we fact-check and keep our content accurate, reliable, and trustworthy.

Lewis SJ, Arseneault L, Caspi A, et al.The epidemiology of trauma and post-traumatic stress disorder in a representative cohort of young people in England and Wales.Lancet Psychiatry. 2019;6(3):247-256. doi:10.1016/S2215-0366(19)30031-8Ramsay G, Jolayemi A.Personality disorders revisited: A newly proposed mental illness.Cureus. 2020;12(8):e9634. doi:10.7759/cureus.9634American Academy of Pediatrics.What creates perfectionism?Brown University Counseling and Psychological Services.Perfectionism.

Lewis SJ, Arseneault L, Caspi A, et al.The epidemiology of trauma and post-traumatic stress disorder in a representative cohort of young people in England and Wales.Lancet Psychiatry. 2019;6(3):247-256. doi:10.1016/S2215-0366(19)30031-8

Ramsay G, Jolayemi A.Personality disorders revisited: A newly proposed mental illness.Cureus. 2020;12(8):e9634. doi:10.7759/cureus.9634

American Academy of Pediatrics.What creates perfectionism?

Brown University Counseling and Psychological Services.Perfectionism.

Neff KD, Knox M.Self-compassion. In: Ziegler-Hill V, Shackelford TK, eds.Encyclopedia of Personality and Individual Differences. Springer, Cham, 2017. doi:10.1007/978-3-319-28099-8_1159-1

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